During this time of “full stop,” there has been lots of time to rest, read and sit quietly in silent meditation.
Just recently something was revealed that came up to share with you…
While in meditation, the physical experiences and thoughts were given the space to be there just as it is, revealing a vast Field of Awareness. This Field had no beginning or ending and appeared to be the ground from which all movement was arising.
This Field of Awareness was similar to the sky in that whatever came up as experience “passed through” and did not affect the Stillness and Silence that was present.
What was being revealed was how different this was from what usually happens. In the past, this Field of Awareness was sensed more as the earth, and not the sky, where what arises was “being absorbed” and “taken on” instead of just passing through.
This was a major distinction! … The “sky” perspective came from resting as this Field of Awareness while something simply passes through…while the “earth” perspective came from narrowing the focus on what was arising and losing the perspective of the vast Field of Awareness while it was being seen through … this was a subtle form of “doing” … the result was my being absorbed into what was arising and taking it on … making it what was real, in that moment, instead of what is True and Real ... AHA!
Got the distinction? Does this resonate with you?
A huge burden was lifted in this Grace-full moment.
Now, anything that arises continues to gently pass through … living and dying in each moment …
Resting as this Lightness of Being … all is well …
As Richard and I regularly come over this hill towards Boulder (to my treatments), we experience this vast expanse of open space. Isn't it similar to the open “sky” as the Field of Awareness.
Nature has a way of reminding us of this Truth, doesn’t it?
It surely resonates, on a very deep level. While I haven't experienced this for myself yet, there is a sense of 'knowing' what you describe as the ultimate truth of Being. Thank you for your sharing this so clearly and honestly. Love always,
ReplyDeleteyes, totally get it. space. spaciousness. floating, clouds. space vs earth element. from the form to the formless. yes, all forms lead to the formless, timeless, boundless lightness of being. blessed be-ing. xoxo
ReplyDeleteYes, it is so.
ReplyDeleteRenate